Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Open school dy~

Hmm, ytd open school dy ler...today str8 got presentation =.= but not really feeling well, luckily no much people in my class..

Oh ya, i got 2nd highest marks for my Law 224 mid sem test! yeah!! XD On tat point i still doubt whether i see wrong row hehe.. So happy~

hmm last few days, happen sumthing as well...

most memorable[26 April, 1150pm], is the phone call vit honey ^^ very touch ler, but far distance, very2 miss oso cant hug him. So.. i cried T.T however, tat's xing fu de tears. 'bliv me honey, i always miss u hard, I sure rmb what u said to me, Sure!' =)

On last saturday, saw a local singer, 钟盛宗, his song quite nice, leng zai oso :rf: XD, v was eating in Old Town..

Then sunday went to Garden, new open shopping in Mid Valley, the things inside dam expensive zz mother keep see keep shake head lol... But i met my secondary school's friend, Yik Peen, thr...haha long time no see ler oh...

Haiz headache, not enough sleep =.=

Monday, April 21, 2008

o.O new hair style? XD

haha, hmm thinking long time ago to make d hair curly ler, today really did it hehe, hmm i quite satisfied vit it, but think other ppl might hv sum opinion vit it =.=
anyway, tat's my hair, i like can ler, no nid bother them f3

i got less hair, n got small face, many ppl tot i am 15 to 16 yrs old, but actually i am not =p then now can be matured a bit dy gua... haha

*really hope i dun bother everything vat ppl said >.<

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Mouse build house in my car? o.O

April 19, Saturday~
After i waked up, saw my mom washing my car, ah~ dam shame XD so lz am i..*fast2 go help* :rf:

after tat, mum decided to add some water into ???(i oso forgot vat's tat dy =x), so went to open tat car front cover. Suddenly, saw many paper (sth like yam xi ji lol, burn for moyang one) 'grounded' around surface of engine...yucks, geli~ Previously still dunno y got these kind of things inside my car.. then rmb got rats 'slept' inside my car b4, daddy said that surely are their 'nest' yee~~~ if nvr open, dunno got such things =.=

soo disgusting, made me had goose dumps

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today dad didnt go office, so that can go eat breakfast then shopping XD
bought many things ler, got hair accessories, pen drive... oh ya, v saw 988 开心车队 haha, mum ans-ed their question then get a voucher for RM20 for weekend market thr in Centro hehe so lucky..so d pen drive originally RM35. buy two get RM32 each, + RM20 voucher, finally RM22 each haha, 2G ler, worth? Apacer branded, not bad gua~

then went shopping centre opposite our hse, daddy bought new laptop for office, very nice model, but i dun like its brand, Acer. I like Dell~~ but last time kena stolen by robber sob, nvr think my hse oso can kena broken in T.T haiz now dare not simply tell ppl vat v hv bought dy, scared scared =.= but here nvm gua~ cant u get my address huh? LOL

Actually, the shop v bought that laptop frm i was working for part time b4, so i knew those shopkeeper thr...sum nice sum not, cant blame, society is realistic especially ppl working as salesman even female oso like this haiz, rmb how pure v are when v were young...then one of them quite nice, almost the same time v joint that shop, she still working thr after i quit. She complaint that relationship b/w her n other collegues has bcame bad ler, cos she started hving commision, they blamed her for snatching all sales frm them zzz, ' u all keep slacking sure sales kena stolen lar =.=' swt
vat i can do jz tell her to be yrself, if did nth wrong, no nid bother them...the time i jz started the job, ald i feel unhappy for working thr dy...i hate doing sales...dun like competing everyday, dun like work under pressure to hit sales target...i will crazy!! >.< even part time oso like dis...tat's y i fast2 run dy..kaka

anyway, wish her good luck

Saturday, April 19, 2008

real story, after a woman being raped

山间公路上三名持枪歹徙居然盯上 漂亮的女司机,强迫中巴停下,要带女司机下车去玩玩,女司机情急呼救,全车乘客噤若寒蝉。   只有一中年瘦弱男子应声奋起,却被打伤在地。男子气极.奋起大呼全车人制止暴行,却无人响应.任凭女司机被拖至山林草丛。

半个时辰后,三歹徒与衣衫不整的女司机归来。车又将行.女司机要被打伤流血的瘦弱男子下车。 男子不肯,倔持起来。 喂,你下车吧,我的车不拉你! 中年男子急了,说:你这人怎么不讲道理,我想救你还错吗? 你救我?你救我什么了?女司机矢口否认,引得几个乘客窃笑。 中年男子气极,恨自已身无大侠之力!救人未救成,可也不该得此亡被驱逐下车的结果呀,他坚决不下。再说我买票了,我有权坐车! 司机扬起脸无情地说:不下车,我就不开。 没想到的是,满车刚才还对暴行熟视无睹的乘客们.却却如刚刚睡醒般,齐心协力地劝那男子下车:你快下去吧,我们还有事呢,耽搁不起!有几位力大的乘客甚至想上前拖这中年男子下车,使人想起莫泊桑笔 下《羊脂球》里的情节。

三个歹徒咧着嘴笑.得意地笑了。其中有个黑皮无赖毫不知耻地说:哥们把她玩恣了!另外两个歹徒也胡言乱语:她是我对象,关你*事!一场争吵,直到那男子的行李从车窗扔出,他随后被推搡而下。 汽车又平稳地行驶在山路上,女司机掠了一下头发,按响了录音机。 车快到山顶,拐过弯去就要下山了,车左侧是劈山开的路,右侧是百丈悬崖。汽车悄悄地加速了,女司机脸上十分平静,双手紧握着方向盘,眼睛里淌出晶莹的泪水。一歹徒似乎觉察到了什么,说:慢点开,慢点开, 你***想干什么? 女司机并不说话,车速越来越快。歹徒企图扑上去抢方向盘,汽车却像离弦的箭向悬崖冲去......

第二天,当地报纸报道:伏虎山区昨日发生惨祸,一中巴摔下山崖。车上司机和十三名乘客无一生还。 半路被赶下车的中年人看到报纸哭了。谁也不知道他哭什么,为什么哭。
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罪有应得!

Friday, April 18, 2008

Grandfather

today is my grandfather's bday..

He actually passed away around 3 months dy..lung cancer...14 yrs ago ald get rid one of the lung dy, but cancer still come back..
hmm...i not very close vit him, but when the time he passed away, still feel sad
however, now get better dy..oh ya, i dream abt him for two times after he passed away, hehe so weird, whole family only me dreamt him...=x

Btw, i find my uncles not really got strong feeling...they jz like facing a normal matter..i dunno whether it is bcos they wont show their expression directly or vat..but jz feel they like no feeling..but my aunt extremely sad...dunno they cried how many times dy..

i first time saw my father cry from dis matter...heart pain >.<

now left my grandmother alone, she always scold grandpa y gone so early, earlier than her... =.='' then way of thinking oso bcome very negative... haiz stubborn summore, how explain oso useless...dunno how to do...

I hope my parent stay healthy forever...wont bcome stubborn =x
Hope my brothers fast2 bcome mature..learn how to think vat r good for them while vat r not..hope my sister fast2 expert in driving..damn danger the way she drive =.=''

Vat does i love you means??

我愛你~!(好感動...)

我一直都不知道我有多愛他. 每一天也是最平淡的生活,

上班下班,有空便看看電影.

我卻一直感覺得很幸福於每一天伴在身邊的人是他.

也許一起走的年頭愈久,感情變得深厚,我們之間彷彿有一個默契,

我們之間已經消失了一些美動人的說話.

九月初的一個大清早,我們換過衣服出發去郊外遊憩.

久未看過他穿上的運動服,使他看來更格外清新.

我望住他穿鞋子的那一刻,我忽然覺得我很愛他,這是消失了一段日子的感覺.

我輕輕地躲進他的懷裡,再抬頭羞澀地親了他一下.

〔哈哈,為什麼今天像一個小女孩一樣啊?〕

我沒有說什麼,只溫馨地笑著踏步出門去.

由於我們住的是市區,駕駛到郊外大約也要一個小時的車程.

我不停地嚷著肚子餓了. 可是我又不忍心自己先吃,

讓駕著車子的他孤獨地餓著. 突然,我看到隔壁行車線的車子急速地打轉.

當我神智清醒了一會兒,我看見我應該是躺在馬路上的.

我馬上回復意識,我知道我們撞車了.

我自然地檢查著自己的身體,只是小部份的皮膚受損,

大概是被飛出車吧...

卻不見了他的身影.

向前望,我見到了自己的車子霧著煙橫放在馬路上,

與撞向我們的車子擠在一團. 我急速地跑向車子,

那一刻,我只聽到自己的心跳聲,那一刻,雖然只有數秒鐘的距離,

可是那一條路,彷彿花上了我的一生去跑.

他意識很模糊,手臉也有流血,我抱著他的臉,試圖讓他清醒過來.

我從來也沒有想過,我們也許有分開的一日,

由第一天與他相戀開始,我已打算跟他一輩子,

會一齊手牽手走到白頭,對著孫兒說故事.

〔求求你,醒過來吧!〕 那是我人生最誠懇的要求,最真心的禱告.

也許我的誠懇得到了上天的憐憫,他總算回復了清醒,我擁著他,

離開那一駕扭曲了的車子.可能是時候太早又是郊外的原因,

四周根本找不到人來幫忙,我突然記起了我忘了找救護車幫忙.

安頓了他之後,我跑回車子找電話救助,再嘗試去救出另外車子裡面的司機.

正當我擠進去那司機的車子去檢查他的傷勢時,那車子爆炸起來.

我死了.我 才發現我更加沒有想過,離開的竟然是我.

由於車子爆炸得很利害,使已經虛弱的他暈倒過去.

我是第一次死去,我不知道死去是什麼?應該要做什麼.

我只知道,我要保護他直到他安全為止.

如果他醒來知道我死去,他一定很難過的吧.

事發的第二天,他終於醒過來,當他知道我離去的事實,不停地怪責自己,

還衝出去停屍間抱著那已冷凍卻燒焦了的身軀.

有什麼事可以比這樣更難過?

為什麼要我們分開?為什麼連最後的一個早餐也不給我們一起去品嚐 ?

為什麼不讓我擁他入懷好好地安慰著他?

為什麼我會難過得那麼孤獨?

我從未見過他為我而流淚,以前總是覺得他不夠愛我,所以不會為我而流淚,

現在我明白,原來我不需要他為我而流淚了.

時間是不是可以倒流?請讓我回到過去吧! 可是這一切已經不可以再回頭了.

我陪著他回家,他沒有好好地收拾我生前的東西.

他讓他的生活裡留下了我的影子,吃飯的時候他還會留我一個位置.

可是他永遠都不知道其實我就在他對面了. 我一直都沒有離開.

他卻一直是那麼憔悴,常常晚上孤獨地對著照片哭, 我坐在他身旁,

看著他哭. 而我能為他做的就只是晚上靜悄悄地替他蓋被.

這一夜,他點了外賣,當他在錢包找零錢的時候,跌出了兩張票券.

他和我,心也碎了. 那是我們預購了的海洋公園入場門票.

他緊緊地握著了門票,喉嚨發出令人悲涼的哭聲,送外賣的人看到楞住了.

那人放低了飯盒,走了,沒有收他一毛錢.

每一夜,我也嚐試在他耳邊大聲喊〔我愛你〕.

從前可以每天也說的時候,我沒有說過.

現在,我用盡所有辦法,我也不可能再親口說一遍〔我愛你〕.

就算是他聽到了又如何?我已經不可能再復活.

再愛他,我也是要離開,離開一個不再屬於我的世界.

這一夜,是我留在這裡的最後一夜,就是所謂的回魂夜了.

他準備了我生前最愛的東西,有吃的,穿的.

很早他就關上了燈等待我的回來.

我躺臥在他的身旁,又再一次感到他的氣息.我觸摸不到他,卻感受到他.

流著淚的他慢慢地說著:

〔傻瓜,我知道你回來了,我是知道的,我感受到你.

我知道你一定比我難過,比我孤獨,比我痛苦.

因為我竟然讓你先離我而去.你知道嗎?我好想你唷!

沒有你睡覺的鼻鼾聲,我睡得很苦.﹞

說到這裡,他含著淚笑了.

〔幸好,死去的是你,如果死去的是我,還要你活著每天受失去我的痛苦.

我怕如果我死去,當你睡著的時候,我回來幫你蓋被會把你嚇壞了.

傻瓜,回來了,你在哪?睡在我的身邊嗎?〕 說罷,他又崩潰地哭了.

我楞了楞,他的意思是知道我回來幫他蓋被嗎?

他感覺到我嗎?天啊!可以給我再擁抱一下他嗎?

〔我就睡在你的身旁啊!你聽到嗎?你見到嗎?

我就在你的面前啊!我愛你啊!〕

奇蹟沒有發生,他聽不到我. 時間不知不覺地溜走,我知道我要走了.

我沒有什麼事放不下的,只有捨不得.

走之前,我貼近他的臉,我很想再親他一下.

可是...

正當我想回首離開的時候,我聽到他說.

〔我愛妳!〕

這是我聽過最好聽的一句話,

雖然是在生命最後的盡頭一刻才聽見.

他是上天送給我最好的禮物,卻慶幸我最終能發現.

〔傻瓜,我走了,別再這樣傻傻的自言自語了,好好地為我生活下去吧!﹞

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可怜。:'(

During the nite, who you turn on yr phone for?

深夜,你的手機為誰而開 ?
女孩每天臨睡會先關掉手機,然後把它放在寫字台自己的相框架前,這個習慣從買了手機的時候就這樣保持著。

女孩有個很要好的男朋友,兩個人不見面的時候,就打打電話或發發短信,大家都喜歡這樣的聯絡方式。

有一天夜裡,男孩很想念女孩子,打了過去卻關機,因為女孩子已經睡著了。

第二天,男孩對女孩子說:“以後晚上不要關機,好嗎?我想你的時候找不到你,心會不安。”

從那以後,女孩開始另一種習慣整夜都不關機。

因為害怕他打來自己會因睡著而聽不到,女孩夜夜都很警醒,人便日日消瘦。

然而,慢慢地,兩個人之間還是有了裂痕。

女孩很想挽回即臨分手的局面,便在一個深夜裡給男孩打電話,回答她的是機械化的女聲:sorry,你所撥打的電話已關機。  

於是女孩知道,她的愛情亦已經關機。

很久以后,女孩開始了另一場愛情。

即使兩個人在一起的感覺也很好,但女孩怎麼也不肯嫁。

女孩的心裡還是會放不下,想起那個男孩的話和那個關機的夜。

女孩還是保持著整夜不關機的習慣,只是不再期待它會響起。

一天夜裡,女孩身染急症,慌亂之中把本想撥給父母的電話,卻打通了這個男孩的電話,而這個男孩並沒關機。

女孩平安地恢復了健康。

後來女孩問男孩:“為什麼深夜還不關機?”

男孩說:“我怕你夜裡有事情找不到我,會心慌。”

女孩最終嫁給了男孩。

是啊!你的手機,深夜裡為誰而開?

你會不會怕她找不到而心慌?

有沒有別人開機為你而等待?

愛一個人,有一份等待,就會在深夜裡習慣性的開機。

有一個可以開機等候你的人,那是一種深深的幸福。

Y notice board call us to be aware frm robber or stealer but not call them dont do such things?

April. 17 afternoon around 2:30pm...a robbery has happened,
victim: my father
witness: me n my sis >.<

damn scary, they snatched my dad's handphone outside my dad's office which is opposite Sunway Piramid..they were 2 people, 1 snatch 1 drive, sooo~~ clever =.= So many people n cars around there, they still dare to snatch, y? Cos hardly got people help.. i should drive my car to bang them...

when i tot nobody helped, but daddy said got a car wan to chase them n nearly bang vit another car, so...failed

haiz, btw, it was a cheap phone, trade in oso get RM 200 only, i think they will get mad on it XD

they should be bang-ed by car
i hope so~